I'm not sure if anyone is actually reading these blog entries anymore, which I can understand, but after years of being followed by something, a feeling, a force, who knows, but I had to step away, I needed time to recover from what ever was happening to me, and my family (and pet).
Events carried on at the property, and at some points these events actually seemed impossible to understand and document.
But I'm feeling stronger and more focused on what I am doing now, it's like my mind has cleared, which is a welcome relief.
What does that mean for you, well more posts, more photos as and when it happens.
Saturday, 8 September 2018
Thursday, 15 June 2017
A little lost
Well here we are, and yes it's been a few months since I last posted an update, and that's down to a few reasons which I will get to in a later post. But firstly just a heads up really to say I'm okay, well as good as I can be really.
A lot has happened over these last few months, and I will be bringing you some updates this very weekend as to the latest events at the flat, and some of it is pretty shocking. Again thanks for spending the time to read this blog, and all the events myself and my girlfriend have suffered here.
A lot has happened over these last few months, and I will be bringing you some updates this very weekend as to the latest events at the flat, and some of it is pretty shocking. Again thanks for spending the time to read this blog, and all the events myself and my girlfriend have suffered here.
Sunday, 2 April 2017
The other room
Well again it's been some time since I last posted on my blog, but a lot has been going on in my life, a lot of changes which I will bring you all up to date on at a later time, but first I wanted to post up about the "spare" room, or what I often referred to as the other room.
The property has a spare room that I (we) never really used, over the months my girlfriend used it as a store room, despite my original plans to use it as a reading and music room. Occasionally I would go into the room and sit in one of the chairs, but it was so uncomfortable being in there we never really used it.
I never actually saw anything in the room, but it was more a sense, a feeling, and it was really strong and fairly uncomfortable. Most of the people that visited the property would say it just felt different in that one room, and I often wonder if the shadows I saw outside the room stemmed from within.
I sat in the room one evening whilst I was alone, it was back in late February, and I swear the sense and feeling you got was as if someone had joined you, but they were all around you. A very odd sensation, and something I could never tune into. It felt like the room contained lots of voices that just wanted or were trying to talk to you all at the same time, and somewhat confusing.
The property has a spare room that I (we) never really used, over the months my girlfriend used it as a store room, despite my original plans to use it as a reading and music room. Occasionally I would go into the room and sit in one of the chairs, but it was so uncomfortable being in there we never really used it.
I never actually saw anything in the room, but it was more a sense, a feeling, and it was really strong and fairly uncomfortable. Most of the people that visited the property would say it just felt different in that one room, and I often wonder if the shadows I saw outside the room stemmed from within.
I sat in the room one evening whilst I was alone, it was back in late February, and I swear the sense and feeling you got was as if someone had joined you, but they were all around you. A very odd sensation, and something I could never tune into. It felt like the room contained lots of voices that just wanted or were trying to talk to you all at the same time, and somewhat confusing.
Saturday, 7 January 2017
Acension
Where do I start with this one, as it's not really related to the house I'm currently in, but more to do with something I witnessed first hand, which has left me thinking about how the mind works and how we perceive things that happen around us.
Around 5+ years ago at work one morning I was greeted by a rather scraggy looking cat which I quickly named Felix, due to him being black and white. Felix was very nervous around anyone or any sound, but soon became accustomed to my presence which I put down to me feeding him breakfast every day.
Over the years the cat become known to a lot of the staff I work with, and to some of our customers, yet he was never overly close to anyone that greeted him, as he always remained cautious. The oddity was that I would arrive at work early each morning and he would hear my car, and greet me with a welcoming purr and walk around my feet, then he would walk off to his plate awaiting his breakfast.
On occasions he would vanish for 2 weeks around the summer time, and we would all wonder what had happened to him, or think the worse. But he would always come back and greet me looking scraggy, which I put down to him taking a lads holiday. Well this year he never went on holiday, which was fine, he would lay on the roof at work soaking up the sun, and enjoying life.
Shortly before December he seemed to be laboring with his breathing, and despite him still greeting me each day, he wouldn't let me get overly close to him. Well one morning when I went into work he wasn't there to greet me, I felt a little more concerned due to his breathing issues and the onset of winter.
Well one day about a week later I was outside where I work, when I suddenly caught sight of Felix staggering out of a bush. I quickly approached him as he laid down on the grass, and could see his breathing was worse, yet he let me stroke him. I quickly phoned another member of staff, who refused to answer her phone, and then I phoned the work line in hope one of the other employees would answer the phone, thus allowing me to stay with the cat, whilst one of them would phone for a vet, as I had no idea of the vets phone number. Sadly nobody answered the phone, and when I returned to work I was told that they had seen me with the cat, and assumed I was ringing to tell them. I said about the cats poor condition and quickly looked up a vets number, but as I went back outside I realized that Felix had gone and I couldn't find him despite me pushing my way into the bramble bush, that was the last time I saw Felix until a few days ago.
So bringing you all up to the present day (some 5-6 weeks later from his disappearance), my boss mentioned to me one morning that one of the storage garages had a really funny smell coming from it and could I investigate, which I duly did.
Upon entering the double garage I was greeted by a very recognizable smell, and anyone that has every come across a dead animal will know exactly what I mean. So I looked around the right garage but could tell the smell was coming from the opening between the two units, and as I walked into the other garage I knew straight away that indeed an animal was inside the unit somewhere.
It's odd how you can train you smell to work out the area the smell is coming from, I could smell it was low down, but not on the ground, and despite looking as best as I could, I couldn't find the source of the smell.
Now imaging a garage full of stuff, and I mean everything from discarded bicycles to tools, skies and even an old car, none of which has been moved in 10+ years. Well my nose had worked out that the smell was coming from within the car as the window was open, yet in order to get to the car I had to climb over some garden tools and balance myself on a wooden table.
As I crawled on my belly towards the open car window I knew the smell was coming from within, at which point I took out my phone to use the flash as a source of light, as it was pretty dark, and near impossible to see inside the car. Well as I got nearer to the open car drivers window and my eyes adjusted I could make out what looked like something white on the passengers foot well. I then realized that it was an animal, and at this point my left eye was looking at my phone screen, and my right eye was looking into the cars foot well. I then realized that indeed it was Felix, and also in amazement my phone screen showed a light that was getting brighter and brighter, and I mean really bright. I pressed the button on my phone and managed to take two photos, the second one shows the inside of the car, and indeed Felix at rest in the foot well, and the first shows the same image but with a large white light shining, as well as another light source from above.
Now I have know idea what I have taken a photo of, and still can't make out what actually happened, I don't even know if I can share it on here ?. All I know is that at the time I felt immediately sad but was quickly taken over by a feeling of happiness, almost like a sense of he waited to be found, by me, and then it was closure, which isn't really how I think or feel. But maybe we can't decide how our body's react in situations like this.
Around 5+ years ago at work one morning I was greeted by a rather scraggy looking cat which I quickly named Felix, due to him being black and white. Felix was very nervous around anyone or any sound, but soon became accustomed to my presence which I put down to me feeding him breakfast every day.
Over the years the cat become known to a lot of the staff I work with, and to some of our customers, yet he was never overly close to anyone that greeted him, as he always remained cautious. The oddity was that I would arrive at work early each morning and he would hear my car, and greet me with a welcoming purr and walk around my feet, then he would walk off to his plate awaiting his breakfast.
On occasions he would vanish for 2 weeks around the summer time, and we would all wonder what had happened to him, or think the worse. But he would always come back and greet me looking scraggy, which I put down to him taking a lads holiday. Well this year he never went on holiday, which was fine, he would lay on the roof at work soaking up the sun, and enjoying life.
Shortly before December he seemed to be laboring with his breathing, and despite him still greeting me each day, he wouldn't let me get overly close to him. Well one morning when I went into work he wasn't there to greet me, I felt a little more concerned due to his breathing issues and the onset of winter.
Well one day about a week later I was outside where I work, when I suddenly caught sight of Felix staggering out of a bush. I quickly approached him as he laid down on the grass, and could see his breathing was worse, yet he let me stroke him. I quickly phoned another member of staff, who refused to answer her phone, and then I phoned the work line in hope one of the other employees would answer the phone, thus allowing me to stay with the cat, whilst one of them would phone for a vet, as I had no idea of the vets phone number. Sadly nobody answered the phone, and when I returned to work I was told that they had seen me with the cat, and assumed I was ringing to tell them. I said about the cats poor condition and quickly looked up a vets number, but as I went back outside I realized that Felix had gone and I couldn't find him despite me pushing my way into the bramble bush, that was the last time I saw Felix until a few days ago.
So bringing you all up to the present day (some 5-6 weeks later from his disappearance), my boss mentioned to me one morning that one of the storage garages had a really funny smell coming from it and could I investigate, which I duly did.
Upon entering the double garage I was greeted by a very recognizable smell, and anyone that has every come across a dead animal will know exactly what I mean. So I looked around the right garage but could tell the smell was coming from the opening between the two units, and as I walked into the other garage I knew straight away that indeed an animal was inside the unit somewhere.
It's odd how you can train you smell to work out the area the smell is coming from, I could smell it was low down, but not on the ground, and despite looking as best as I could, I couldn't find the source of the smell.
Now imaging a garage full of stuff, and I mean everything from discarded bicycles to tools, skies and even an old car, none of which has been moved in 10+ years. Well my nose had worked out that the smell was coming from within the car as the window was open, yet in order to get to the car I had to climb over some garden tools and balance myself on a wooden table.
As I crawled on my belly towards the open car window I knew the smell was coming from within, at which point I took out my phone to use the flash as a source of light, as it was pretty dark, and near impossible to see inside the car. Well as I got nearer to the open car drivers window and my eyes adjusted I could make out what looked like something white on the passengers foot well. I then realized that it was an animal, and at this point my left eye was looking at my phone screen, and my right eye was looking into the cars foot well. I then realized that indeed it was Felix, and also in amazement my phone screen showed a light that was getting brighter and brighter, and I mean really bright. I pressed the button on my phone and managed to take two photos, the second one shows the inside of the car, and indeed Felix at rest in the foot well, and the first shows the same image but with a large white light shining, as well as another light source from above.
Now I have know idea what I have taken a photo of, and still can't make out what actually happened, I don't even know if I can share it on here ?. All I know is that at the time I felt immediately sad but was quickly taken over by a feeling of happiness, almost like a sense of he waited to be found, by me, and then it was closure, which isn't really how I think or feel. But maybe we can't decide how our body's react in situations like this.
Monday, 2 January 2017
New Years Eve
It's about time I brought you up to date with some of the activities where I currently live, as I believe that things have begun to escalate a little. Whilst it's fresh in my mind I will first tell you about New Years Eve (a couple of nights ago).
So the night started off well but soon went a little sour. My girlfriend had invited her friends and family around, but due to previous commitments only her sister-in-law and her daughter actually turned up. This wasn't a problem and we seemed to congregate in the dinning room for most of the evening playing board games.
Just after 10pm my girlfriends daughter turned to her auntie and said "What is that odd noise", they both looked at each other and said there it was again. They then turned to me and said "How can you live in this house as that sounded strange". I got up and moved to their side of the room and said "I couldn't hear any noises", and asked what did it sound like, at which point my girlfriends daughter said to me that it sounded like someone was in the other side of the house, and pleaded with me to go and investigate, at which point her auntie agreed.
I quickly walked off down the hallway and checked the front door and side door of the house, but they were both locked, as I expected. I then opened the bedroom door and the spare room door, and both rooms were empty. At this point I stood between both doors at the end of the hallway and started to hear a really strange sound, now this is the hard part in trying to describe the sound I heard. Basically it was like a conversation between two people, or one person talking over and over again really quickly, but the conversation sounded like it was being spoken through a tube, like some kind of phaser sweeping effect, yet the more I listened the more I could make out the rapid conversation.
At this point I felt that whom ever was saying what they did realized that I could hear them, as it felt like the conversation was then directed at me. I was also aware that my girlfriend had gotten up and had started to walk towards me saying something, but my concentration was taken up trying to understand what was being said to me. In addition I realized that I was stood looking towards the ground and was very still and extremely cold, I was tilting my head because I felt it aided in hearing the sound in some way. Parts of the conversation were becoming clear, and at this point I became conscious of something, it was as if my mind was telling my body what I was hearing and I had to de-tune from it. This all felt to me to take a long time, but only the time it took my girlfriend to walk about 20 feet.
I then spoke up and said "I could hear something, but it just sounded like water being passed through a pipe", and my girlfriend said that she often hears animals, and we left it at that. Yet oddly for the next 20 minutes my girlfriends daughter kept looking over her shoulder and down the hallway. It wasn't that long from then that she moved to another point of the table. I would say no less than 20 minutes later both guests had left saying they didn't feel they could last until midnight to see in the new year, and went home. Yet I know they both stayed up to see in the new year.
I did message my girlfriends daughter this morning asking her about it, but she ignored my request and simply refereed to something else in my message, which says a lot to me.
So the night started off well but soon went a little sour. My girlfriend had invited her friends and family around, but due to previous commitments only her sister-in-law and her daughter actually turned up. This wasn't a problem and we seemed to congregate in the dinning room for most of the evening playing board games.
Just after 10pm my girlfriends daughter turned to her auntie and said "What is that odd noise", they both looked at each other and said there it was again. They then turned to me and said "How can you live in this house as that sounded strange". I got up and moved to their side of the room and said "I couldn't hear any noises", and asked what did it sound like, at which point my girlfriends daughter said to me that it sounded like someone was in the other side of the house, and pleaded with me to go and investigate, at which point her auntie agreed.
I quickly walked off down the hallway and checked the front door and side door of the house, but they were both locked, as I expected. I then opened the bedroom door and the spare room door, and both rooms were empty. At this point I stood between both doors at the end of the hallway and started to hear a really strange sound, now this is the hard part in trying to describe the sound I heard. Basically it was like a conversation between two people, or one person talking over and over again really quickly, but the conversation sounded like it was being spoken through a tube, like some kind of phaser sweeping effect, yet the more I listened the more I could make out the rapid conversation.
At this point I felt that whom ever was saying what they did realized that I could hear them, as it felt like the conversation was then directed at me. I was also aware that my girlfriend had gotten up and had started to walk towards me saying something, but my concentration was taken up trying to understand what was being said to me. In addition I realized that I was stood looking towards the ground and was very still and extremely cold, I was tilting my head because I felt it aided in hearing the sound in some way. Parts of the conversation were becoming clear, and at this point I became conscious of something, it was as if my mind was telling my body what I was hearing and I had to de-tune from it. This all felt to me to take a long time, but only the time it took my girlfriend to walk about 20 feet.
I then spoke up and said "I could hear something, but it just sounded like water being passed through a pipe", and my girlfriend said that she often hears animals, and we left it at that. Yet oddly for the next 20 minutes my girlfriends daughter kept looking over her shoulder and down the hallway. It wasn't that long from then that she moved to another point of the table. I would say no less than 20 minutes later both guests had left saying they didn't feel they could last until midnight to see in the new year, and went home. Yet I know they both stayed up to see in the new year.
I did message my girlfriends daughter this morning asking her about it, but she ignored my request and simply refereed to something else in my message, which says a lot to me.
Sunday, 20 November 2016
The Person Outside
I've debated with myself as to whether I should even post this, but tonight I have decided to put it "down" so to speak, so at least I have a record of it.
Over the last few months on more than a few occasions I have been walking from the kitchen through to the dinning room when I've become aware of someone being outside on or near the drive way. At first I thought to myself that it was just someone walking past the end of the drive, but you know when you just aren't happy in your own mind, and the more I thought about it the more I thought in actual fact they were stood nearer the house than the pavement.
It happened again only a couple of days ago, and it's 100% more of a dark silhouette, but I don't want this to end up as a cliché post about shadow people, although that phenomenon in itself is very frequent here.
The last time it happened I stopped in my tracks and turned around to take a look, thinking to myself maybe I confused the outline with a bush, or something random like that, but nothing.
Over the last few months on more than a few occasions I have been walking from the kitchen through to the dinning room when I've become aware of someone being outside on or near the drive way. At first I thought to myself that it was just someone walking past the end of the drive, but you know when you just aren't happy in your own mind, and the more I thought about it the more I thought in actual fact they were stood nearer the house than the pavement.
It happened again only a couple of days ago, and it's 100% more of a dark silhouette, but I don't want this to end up as a cliché post about shadow people, although that phenomenon in itself is very frequent here.
The last time it happened I stopped in my tracks and turned around to take a look, thinking to myself maybe I confused the outline with a bush, or something random like that, but nothing.
Wednesday, 9 November 2016
Standing Still
Orbs, now here's a funny thing, some of the very early photos I took of this place contained what could be described as an Orb, and I've often treated these things as bit's of dust floating around, but I thought I would share with you some stills taken from one of the videos saved on my phone that I discovered today whilst going through it's history.
But first I will explain why I had these videos.. If I rewind a few months we had a family wedding and in doing so we had lots of visitors and lots of activity in and around the house, and oddly for me I decided to video a few of the things happening to share with others at a later date, which is actually not like me at all. I also took lots of photos, but I will spare you that pleasure.
These pictures I'm sharing with you now show what is either a very active dust particle or something else.
Now obviously I have lots more, but this is 1 second of stills taken from a video whilst I was standing still stood in my hallway. It shows a very high speed dust particle or orb traveling at speed out of frame. It's taken from a video which lasts about 20-30 seconds long, but isn't the only video clip showing things. I do have more but am unsure of how to share them on this blog, but I will work it out and do so.
But first I will explain why I had these videos.. If I rewind a few months we had a family wedding and in doing so we had lots of visitors and lots of activity in and around the house, and oddly for me I decided to video a few of the things happening to share with others at a later date, which is actually not like me at all. I also took lots of photos, but I will spare you that pleasure.
These pictures I'm sharing with you now show what is either a very active dust particle or something else.
Now obviously I have lots more, but this is 1 second of stills taken from a video whilst I was standing still stood in my hallway. It shows a very high speed dust particle or orb traveling at speed out of frame. It's taken from a video which lasts about 20-30 seconds long, but isn't the only video clip showing things. I do have more but am unsure of how to share them on this blog, but I will work it out and do so.
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